I was once told that writing things down helps heal wounds that cannot been seen. I don’t know how im supposed to do that, since I’m not good at words. I’m not good at finding the right words to describe my feelings. I don’t even think I would know were to begin. “its better to let it out then keep it in. keeping it in, keeping it bottled up does not seem to be working for you does it? try writing, it doesnt have to make sense, it doesnt have to have any meaning to anyone but you. let it all out. express yourself in your own way.” that was what I was told to do. where else should I go but here. I suppose I am here for myself. I suppose I do have hope that it gets better. I hope it does get better.